In one of those moods this morning...

Ciara " My Love"

"My Love"[adlibs]
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
...Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh

[verse I]
I ride like a soldier
Put nothing before ya
Anything you ask
I'll be right there to do it
But if I react you tell me to relax
Too late to take it back
Cause boy you put me through it

[pre hook]
This circular motion is all we do
I'm so sick of going back and forth with you
You should have been happy to have me
You said you wanted to have some kids build a family
(Now I)
Wish it wasn't true
It's killing me to do
What I gotta do
The problem here is you
Ain't nobody new not even my crew
Could take the place of you
The problem here is you

[hook]
*_Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love_*

[verse II]
Kick it with ya friends (go)
Go out with other chicks (go)
Be all up in the mix (go)
You got the right to do it
You wanna be a pimp
Be treated like a prince
Go 'head and click the switch
Cause now you got ya crown back

[pre hook]
This circular motion is all we do
I'm so sick of going back and forth with you
You should have been happy to have me
You said you wanted to have some kids build a family
(now I)
Wish it wasn't true
It's killing me to do
What I gotta do
The problem here is you
Ain't nobody new not even my crew
Could take the place of you
The problem here is you

[hook]
Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love

[breakdown]
My hugs (and)
My kisses
You know you're gonna miss it
And while you're tripping on the love we could have had
I'm moving on
I got to (and)
Ain't no looking back

[hook]
Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love
Boy you had a keeper, didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love

[adlibs]
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh
Oh ooh oh oh huh huh

See boy
You had a keeper
But you didn't know
How to treat her




So you maybe wondering why this song is on my blog. I don't know I heard it this morning during my iPod's shuffle and it put me in a mood. Especially the hook:
Cause if you only knew what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter
Fought a little harder
Been a little smarter and now you're gonna miss my love
And one day soon you'll see
You'll reach out for me
Boy you had a keeper
Didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love
Boy you had a keeper, didn't know how to treat her
Should have felt a little deeper and now you're gonna miss my love

I mean not to toot my own horn, buy I know I am a keeper ;) Lol, so when that time comes again for me to take the fall, I hope that it lasts this time. I am sort of tired of just catching glimpses, and then having someone tell me I'm the right one, when it's too late. If I have learned nothing in the 24 years that I have graced this earth- TIME IS MONEY. Speak what you have to when you have too, even if it is good, bad, or ugly. The truth hurts, but sometimes not speaking hurts more. Sadly, the pain of lost love also hurts and digs a little bit. But each day you get a little stronger right? Ugh, until then I'm not searching. I have to get more comfortable with me and maybe I'll find the one that truly KNOWS that I am a Keeper and will hold on a little tighter. In the meantime listening to this song is somewhat theraputic even though it stings ever so slightly